Witness

My beloved master Osho, though physically you are not here with me, you'll always be my master in my heart. One who has merged with the universe, thank you for showing the Way.

"Your inner being is
nothing but the inner sky.
Clouds come and go,
planets are born and disappear,
stars arise and die,
and the inner sky remains the same,
untouched, untarnished, unscarred.

"We call that inner sky sakshin, the witness,
and that is, the whole goal of meditation.

"Go in, enjoy the inner sky.
Remember whatsoever you can see,
you are not it.

You can see thoughts,
then you are not thoughts;
you can see your feelings,
then you are not your feelings;
you can see your dreams,
desires, memories, imaginations, projections,
then you are not them.
Go on eliminating all that you can see.
Then one day a tremendous moment arises,
the most significant moment of one's life,
when there is nothing left to be rejected.

"All the seen has disappeared and
only the seer is there.
The seer is the empty sky.

"To know it is to be fearless,
and to know it is to be full of love.
To know it is to be God,
is to be immortal."

Huh..updates? Let's see...

It's funny whenever my old friends asked me if there's anything to update him or her, after not meeting for quite some time. I quickly go through my brain "hard disk" if there's anything happen throughout my life since the day we last met.

"Huh..updates? Let's see..."

Urm...

Hmm........

Arhhh...........

Sometimes I went blank, sometimes I just blurt out something that happens with others, but it will not be the things that happen to me. It's just that. Yea, it's just that i can't express what I've gone through. I don't have emotional problems to share, I don't have happy moments to share, I don't have any stories to tell, neither do I have gossips to talk about either. I don't care who's with who, who is doing what and who is doing nothing.

You see, I am a boring friend. I don't talk much about all these stuff, except for certain occasion you know, just for the sake of pleasing friends and all, when they talk games ok i talk abit about games, when they talk about relationship, ok i give my 2 cents. But if given choice all of it are not my concern.

You see, sometimes I can't quite fit in with friends, because I don't have any interest in the topics they usually talked about.

Games.

Football.

Relationship.

Studies.

Politics.

Economics.

Gossips.

"MU won Liverpool, hooray!" Er...so?

"XYZ dating with ABC." Ok...so?

"I score 4.0!" Ok good for you..so?

"You know, Kevin, I don't really like XYZ because she blablabla..." Erm..ok..so?

"Man, this guy has no life", you might say. LOL

Those who really really know me, only will know what concern me only. ;-) You need a certain brainwave tuning with me only you'll know. LOL